Waiting (What Else is New)

Friday was a very disappointing day. I had been counting down the days all week, eagerly anticipating the doctor's appointment. Friday morning I was very nervous and excited and I wore a cute dress and off B and I went.

Well, we checked in at the clinic and were told that my new doctor had a family emergency and so-and-so would see us instead. Um, NO. The whole reason I was there was to see THIS doctor, who I've met before and comes highly recommended. I hate my old doctor and I'm not trying someone else random again.

[Note: today, I looked up this "other" doctor and found she's not even a full-time faculty member! She's a SECOND YEAR fellow! Which means she's only been doing RE for like a year and a half! WTF!?!?]

So, the earliest we could be rescheduled is for this Friday- which is day 16, and probably after I'll have ovulated. So that sucks, but what can I do? I am on the waitlist in case Dr. F has any cancellations, so I'm hoping that will happen.

I was really, really disappointed and now I'm having to wait a whole more week. I was also really pissed that they didn't call me on Friday morning to let me know my doctor wouldn't be available. I mean, they charge me $70 if I don't show up, so they could have at least called and told us and we wouldn't have gone all the way over there. That's why they make phones, right?

Anyway, back to waiting, and dealing with a steadily increasing amount of hot flashes and bad mood swings. I cry at least every other day and it's pretty much the pits. Well, four more days.