Freaking Out

I just received a phone call and the paperwork to decide which Attain program we want to go with, and the form to fill out for payment. It's over $16K, before medications or freezing for FET cycles.

I am just kind of freaking out. It's a LOT of money. A LOT of drugs. I'm scared about both, and scared of disappointment above all. I can't believe that it's all happening, and happening so quickly. I still don't have dates for when we'll start, but this is really, really happening.